Indaba ika nje. Ngineminyaka engu 27, umshana una 18. Kuzovulwa izikole umshana eze kimi acele ngimgunde ikhanda. Umshana muhle uyidarkie eliyisilenda nje bese eba nezinqe ezikahle nje. Sisodwa ekhaya bengekho bonke besenkonzweni. Ngizihlalele endlini ngizwe ngeknock, ngithi ngena. Haw umshana uggoke isikhindi esincane sokulala nevest eveza isisu. Uneziboya ezincane ezinhle ezilele ezansi kwenkaba. Malume ngcela ungigunde, kusho umshana. Ngimtshele adonse intambo kagesi endlini enkulu bese ephuma nestulo ngizomgundela phandle. Ay ahlale estulweni ngize nomshini ngiqale ngimgunde ngime emva kwakhe. Nglokhu ngibuka amathanga akhe. So izinwele ziwele emathangeni azisuse kodwa zingasuki zonke. Ngithe sengiqedile ukumgunda bese ngimthunthutha izinwele nasemathangeni kodwa zingasuki zonke bese ehleka kancane athi haw malume nje lezi azisuki ezenmsidalo. Bese ngimbuza ukuthi akafuni ngimgunde zona athi ayafuna vele akazithandi. Ngithi asingene endlini ngzongunda kahle. Ngempela singene ngithi akahlale embhedeni alale ngomhlane lapho sengizwa ukuthi ngiyaqhanyela kodwa ngzibe. Ngiqale ngimgunde emathangeni nginyuke kancane bese ngphusha ishindi kuze kuvele isibunjana sakhe esincane esinzinza athuke athi ungangsiki ngomshini malume ngi khululeka mshana ngeke ngikulimaze. Ngisiphakamise isikhindi sikamshana ngoba elele ebheke phezulu ngisibuke lapho umthondo usuphusha iskhindi lesi engisigqokile ngvele ngbeke umshini phansi ngimatise umunwe ngisivule kancane isibumbu ngphushe umunwe enquza kamshana adonse umoya kancane kube ngathi uyaphakama kodwa angalivusi ikhanda. Ngihambe ngikhiye emnyango bese ngehlisa isikhindi sami umthondo uphume uqhasha usuqhanse imthambo ukuqhanyela. Akanakile umshana ulele ubheke phezulu ngimehlise kancane isikhindi angasho lutho vele naye use on and uyabona ukuthi ngfuna ukumbhebha manje. Ngvele ngimphakamise imilenze bese ngithi ukuyivula kancane ivule inquza kamshana